Monday, May 28, 2007

Porn Addiction Self-Help 5

I am slowly proceeding, but almost completed this book. I had a relapse 9 days ago. I am now on page 188 out of 205.

My laptop computer is outside of apartment for every 8-9 days. I take it back for one evening only. I try to use the suggestions from the book before that evening.

My situation is much better today than it was 2-3 months ago.

If you post comments on my blog entries, please allow up to 9 days for comment to appear on the blog, because of my new work scheme with the laptop.

Sorry for so short text. Maybe next time I'll write more. Good luck you guys.

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Porn Addiction Self-Help 4

I keep going. I am now on page 156 out of 205. I had few relapses. I will complete this book no matter what, I have 2 another books on porn addiction waiting in the line.

I've quit my computers job 3 weeks ago and I work on a simple low paying job, that allows to read books - for 2 weeks already. I have much more peace of mind now than before. Because of relapses, I decided to place my laptop computer in the storage room. I have a storage place outside of my apartment and I put my laptop there from time to time, for 3-4 days. Then I take it for one day, then I put it back in the storage room for 3 days, and so on.

I want to define the cycle of one week without laptop / one day with laptop. I can do it, but I have to complete few small remaining issues for my previous job first. After that, I really think to define such cycle and keep it. If you post comments on my blog entries, please allow 3-4 days for comment to appear on the blog, because of my new work scheme with the laptop.